A gift from the special one.

Today, I just received a wacom touch pen tablet from my wife. When I was young, I used to draw everytime, everwhere. Being artist was my dream. Time has gone and everything has changed. I grew up, but my wish for draw still in my mind.

Now, I can draw on my computer. I want to draw, paint, draw paint...

I'll post my paintings.

Who am I: Guess 1

I just do coding with PHP, MySQL, Javascript, HTML/CSS. Sometimes I hate working with those. Sometimes I actually happy coding with them. Since I started developing website, the worst part of my job is frontend deveopment. Perhaps I'm the minimalist or terminalist. I like beautiful web designs. But my UI/UX skill is very complicated. Pfff. I like to coding, coding. I hate coding coding. :P

I like meditation

I mean, meditation doesn't mean meditation. That means getting deeper in my mind myself. We can find hidden truths about ourselves.

While walking, traveling, using toilet, sleeping, listening to music, our mind getting perfect symmetric shapes.

Then, I like to say a quote of Dala lama "Sleeping is the best meditation". Actually it's the meditation I can do. Perhaps yours?

**** happens

As the scene of film named Forrest Gump, while running Gump, a man asked Forrest Gump "We need a motto for our company. Please suggest me a motto". Then Gump said "It happens" and run away. A company man wondered "What? Sh*t happens?".

"Sh*t happens." is very famous quote of films. Every bad thing happens, I say to myselft "Shit happens". In my opinion, everybody p**, and sh*t happens every day, perhaps many times per day. So sh*t is disgusting, but healthy process of human. If you got bad thing, it's healthy and normally process of your live. Don't worry, be happy.

My Way

There're too many ways to go for people. They choose only ones. If there are no hesitation, Everything will be OK. But, a lot of doubts about yourself, other people, your future, etc happen to life. I know...

I chosen my way, includes many things & I supposed most of things will be OK. But faced with many problems. I asked myself many times "Am I doing right things? Am I going right way? Who am I? What I should do?". Nobody tells the answer. The person who tells the answer is only me. I know it too.

In my opinion, the key for happiness is to do my favourite things and solving difficult problems. Sometimes, I don't know what I wanna do, how can I solve my faced problems. If I give up them, I'll be loser forever.

I had a time that I win everything i reach my destination. Not long time ago, I gave up one thing (The one thing was me). Hereafter, I had been loser. That's enough...

To be continued...